i find it funny.
you can point ur finger and say "oh she's in the hospital? so drama! must be fake. she must be a drama queen."
then you turn around and say there's trouble at home. when your sister (whom, is in the same industry. oh the coincidence.) told everyone that there has been a several day celebration at your house for a reunion, everyone is tired but it has been really fun and no1 has been harassing the family. people in the industry have been talking. wondering how one could lie about matters of the family like that. but are you really lying? or is it the truth? could you also be the drama queen? to be able to go in late to work and leave early after to enjoy more of the celebration?
isn't it ironic?
and what's more ironic?
the person who claims to love you, doesn't see it that way at all. he listens to what others point out to him even about the one he loves, all the lies and chinese whispers- and believes every word the say. but when i keep quiet about the things his friends do he doesn't know and still thinks of them as the most innocent, honest and sincere people in the world.
isn't it silly to be the good person by not carrying the gossips? cause people won't allow you the same benefit of the doubt nor mercy that you allow them.
it takes one devil to think of others as a devil.
and unfortunately for me, i was passed out in the hospital, on IV and my this person who claims to love me the most in the whole entire world could tell everyone not to give a damn about my claims cause she's lying about being in the hospital. oh boohoo me. and he didn't even try to come and get me or see me or even wonder or care if i'm ok.
so what's good about being good? what's good about not being the gossip monger?
